I am feeling a little better today. It’s only because I was concentrating on doing my work and also assignments.

Anyway, I forgot that my professor from Australia is in town for a lecture and I was supposed to go to Nokia’s Party. I had no choice because my lecturer is obviously the more important one. I hope Ken understood.

So I went to Kota Damansara Campus, waited for my classmate, went to sixth floor but locked. Walk the whole college but could see where my class is supposed to be. So Vivian called another classmate and they were all in the class, at USJ campus! *fainted*

It was already 7pm and the class was supposed to start at 7 pm. From Kota Damansara to USJ is only about 20 minutes, without traffic. But 7 pm was a super peak period. So Vivian went and I went to Nokia’s party.

Registered myself for the Nintendo Wii challenge and the grand price was a Nokia N82, a RM2500++ phone. They were playing tennis. I practically owned the tennis game! I am good at it when I have my brother’s Wii a while back. I won all my games without even dropping one point!

So I was at the finals, with this other girl, who struggled to came into the finals where I didn’t even break a sweat. Then the emcee said we are changing games for the finals. Boxing! I told myself I’ll lose. Boxing is my worst game in Wii. Even Eileen could beat me in Wii Boxing.

So the game began, we were punching like mad people. I knocked her out, then she knocked me out. End of first round.

Second round, I knock her out again, then she knocked me out again.

Third round, I knocked her out. She got up, I knocked her out again and she got up again! Then she knocked me out and I never stood up. I KOed her more times than she KOed me! The game says I lost, so I accepted it.

I still got a Nokia 6500 Classic, retailing about RM1300++. So it’s not too bad.

My new FREE/won Nokia 6500 Classic

My Nokia 6500 Classic with my iPhone

Oh yeah, I have an iPhone now!!!

After yesterday’s entry, I am still feeling a little down. *sigh*.  I don’t remember when was the last time I felt like this.  A lot of stuff have been going through my mind after yesterday.  Been thinking a lot of stuff.

I was alright when I was at work earlier today but when I came home, thoughts kept coming in.  I started to think back unhappy moments.  I started to regret a lot of stuff, stuff that I have buried deep inside my head. 

I am a very cheerful and simple person.  Everyone that knows me well knows that I am cheerful.  I don’t usually go berserk on small issues.  I don’t really mind when I am not being treated justly.  I don’t usually reject on people’s requests.  Maybe the “don’t really”‘s accumulated and hit me at once.  I don’t know.

The main thing that I am down is still about yesterday’s entry but other thoughts came in, adding to my misery.

I hope I could fill my mind with work and my assignments, since both are due on the same day, it should take my mind off these “issues” and keep my mind focused.

Anyway, I’ll be giving myself one more day to be in an “emo” mode.  There will be a Nokia event tomorrow night that I think will be serving alcohol.  I really need to drink a few pints of beer to get out of this mood. 

Thanks for reading my emo entry again.

I dedicate this entry to Yip Sin Ying.

Happy birthday Ah Yip! You are now a quater of a century old!

Really appreciate for helping me in PC Fair.  Thanks for everything.

All the best in your new job and I hope that you will be doing what you want!

Yip in CHIP T-shirt, doing her stuff in PC Fair

For no reason, I am feeling a little down right now.  Actually there is a reason but I am not going to blog it here.  It’s for me to know and for you to not find out.  It’s just something that has been in my mind lately.

I want to be able to do what ever I want. 

I want things to go the way I wanted.

I couldn’t do this because I am tied up.

I want to have an active lifestyle but I can’t because of my back problems.
 
I want to be financially independent but I am a big spender.  

I want to meet more people and make more friends but I can’t because I don’t have a healthy body for a healthy lifestyle. 

I want to be able to do everything I want with ease but I am too stupid to do it.

And most importantly, I want to try something new but I am tied to a huge commitment, a commitment that I am no longer interested in.  A commitment that has given me so much.  A commitment that I have sacrificed so much and most of all, a commitment that I can’t just abandon.

Sometimes in life you make mistakes and these mistakes could ruin your life forever. 

Sometimes I just want to leave everything behind and start all over again but I can’t do that because of this commitment that I have.  How I wished I was reborn again with memories that I have right now so I wouldn’t repeat the mistakes.  I guess that’s life.

I know everyone out there wouldn’t understand what I am trying to say here.  It’s good.  It’s meant to be like that but I assure you that everything written in this entry is connected to only one thing.

This is my first emotional entry in my blog.  Thanks for reading my emo post.  I think I’ll sleep this over and hope that everything will be back to normal after I wake up.

Since xiao-ahmei has been pestering me to update my blog at her blog and also left a few comments on my blog, I shall comply to her request to update my blog. hahah.

Anyway, PC Fair just ended yesterday and it was a really good one for us.  We targeted about 200 subscribers before the PC Fair but the free gifts were so good that we do not have enough gifts, brochures, subscription forms and survey forms to give out! The response was REALLY good!

I was there for all three days and I was busy collecting money and issuing receipts to the subscribers.  I got to meet my readers, one auntie even asked me and Ken to sign our chinese names on my section and Ken’s editorial.  It’s my first time autographing on my own work and it felt nice.

Anyway, the PC Fair was really a good experience for me.  I have not been to the PC fair since I got my computer there, which was about 5 years back.  Thanks to everyone that came to our booth and also thanks to all the subscribers and the readers of the magazine.  Really appreciated it.  I’d like to say thank you to our CHIP girls for doing a great job.

On another note, my assignments are starting to due, so is the magazine.  I don’t know if I have time to finish everything on time.  I hope I do.

P.S. Xiao-ahmei, I’ve updated my blog, it’s your turn now!

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