After yesterday’s entry, I am still feeling a little down. *sigh*. I don’t remember when was the last time I felt like this. A lot of stuff have been going through my mind after yesterday. Been thinking a lot of stuff.
I was alright when I was at work earlier today but when I came home, thoughts kept coming in. I started to think back unhappy moments. I started to regret a lot of stuff, stuff that I have buried deep inside my head.
I am a very cheerful and simple person. Everyone that knows me well knows that I am cheerful. I don’t usually go berserk on small issues. I don’t really mind when I am not being treated justly. I don’t usually reject on people’s requests. Maybe the “don’t really”‘s accumulated and hit me at once. I don’t know.
The main thing that I am down is still about yesterday’s entry but other thoughts came in, adding to my misery.
I hope I could fill my mind with work and my assignments, since both are due on the same day, it should take my mind off these “issues” and keep my mind focused.
Anyway, I’ll be giving myself one more day to be in an “emo” mode. There will be a Nokia event tomorrow night that I think will be serving alcohol. I really need to drink a few pints of beer to get out of this mood.
Thanks for reading my emo entry again.
CHIP Malaysia
myMacBUZZ
I think it’s because of the year end that u felt sad to let it go, that’s why you’re in emo.
Here are the some recommended songs for you to listen:
• Newton Faulkner – People should smile more
• Snow Patrol – You could be happy
• Mika – Relax (Take it easy)
Sometimes you just need to think out of the box.
Detach yourself from your problem. Just imaging that you are a third party now…a angle floating above “Justin”, what advice could you give “Justin”?
How important is that “commitment” to “Justin”? Or rather how important is “Justin” to that “commitment”? Can “Justin” live without that “commitment”?
Can we KIV the “commitment”? Can we shelve that “commitment” and attend to it later? Maybe “Justin” has invested too much on that “commitment”, but is it possible to take a break from that “commitment”? To make rooms to breathe? To think about possible choices and alternatives?
Feeling tie up? KIV some of those “commitments” that are no longer at your higher priority.
Spending too much? Keep the credit card in your drawer; just use cash until you adopt a new habit.
Active lifestyle? You don’t need to run or jump all days to have an active lifestyle, keeping in touch with friends is an active lifestyle, sometimes it means over the internet, or phone, or SMS. Back recovery is more important to you now.
Buried yourself with work and assignment will temporary ease your depression, but it will come back until you deal with it. You got to make a decision.
Life is full of possibilities. Take a path you have never traveled and things could be better, or at least see things in a new perspective. Sometime you just need to make that leap, yes it is scary but when you feel that you are going nowhere at this point, just leap.
I have done that, the grass are greener.
Dude,
Same issue here. I am feeling extremely down for the last few weeks. Relational, work plus i’m becoming a gardener…long story.
Too many rumours and betrayals in my life.
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